I have this habit which worrying about my future, what will happen in the next day, and i really love to imagine things on special event. I have this desperate feeling to show and prove at them that I able to do things better, that I am better than before. I better than her, I better than him. I bet you feel jealous of me bla bla bla

and

Im sick and tired of this cause what I was imagining before have high probability that that imagination would not happen. Sigh. 

I always sit there at the corner , looking at myslef and ask myself what is wrong with me, why I cant be like them. They are so pretty and looked at me, Im a potato in the kitchen, waiting for someone to cut me and cook me and dress me lol

IM SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS

I want to be pretty and at least being one of them, but I just cant

All those pretty things need money and I dont have many :(

Marhaban ya Ramadhan ! (Day 7)

Selamat datang bulan yang dirahmati Allah, bulan Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah masih berkesemapatan untuk menunaikan puasa tahun ni. Yang sayunya tahun ni sambut half of the month kat Kelantan and only gave like ten days remain in Johor. Its okay. I can do this jyeah !

Talking about Ramadhan, I love this month so much back then but since Im getting older, the spirit had gone little by little. Ni semua syaitonnnirojimmmm punya pasai la tapi untuk tahun ni, I hope I can cherish every moment of Ramadhan. This is the month of blessings. semua pintu syurga sedang dibuka. Ya Allah, masukkan aku dalam golongan yang dapat merasai kemanisan Ramadhan.

Terkesan dengan ceramah ustaz semalam.